I think I just lost my antimap friend bc I told them I didn’t want constant therapy for my attraction and they didn’t reply when I asked what the treatment meant and what it involved, and then proceeded to make a meet the admin post and used #/shootyourlocalpedophile -

And said that all pro-c deserve the electric chair.
I’m not pro-c, but I’m still a pedophile
She doesn’t give a rats ass ab me right???
It really hurts. I hate this.

She doesn’t trust me one bit. She never trusted me. She was never my friend. She’s probably going to end up acting as if I’m her abuser, and then use that to make me feel bad.
I’d rather kill myself then apologize for NOTHING but standing up for myself.

Ofc I’m not gonna expose her @ bc that wouldn’t be fair considering she never made a call out post about me.
I just thought I could trust her, but apparently after these few weeks she could decide to call me out at any point and get my fav IG page deleted

I don’t want to feel like something is wrong with me. I don’t want to feel like my capability to love a child more than my garbage parents ever could is WRONG.
If you love somebody so goddamn much, why would you hurt them. Why would I hurt them? Why would I offend?

It’s just so upsetting that I bent my entire opinion on the map community just so I could hear her out.
But she won’t hear me out.
She literally thinks I’m a ticking time bomb.
SHE THINKS IM A FUCKING TICKING TIME BOMB AND THERES NOTHING I CAN SAY OR DO ABOUT IT.

‘Proud anti map!’ To get fuckin clout instead of using ‘proud antipredator’
You know why?
Because it’s not about catching predators. It never was. She’s a liar, Antimaps are liars, and I’m forever hurt by the people who have lied to me.