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okay so gender; i’ve been struggling with my gender for QUITE a long time. honestly from when i could remember i’ve always been confused. once i hit about 10-11 i started to realize “oh i’m just gay and feminine” and that was the end of it. then around 13-14 i started feeling-
really different about it. i noticed i hates how my voice was sound, or how my body looked (which is what started my eating disorder but that’s for a different day) i hate the hair on my body and i would often make jokes or show it off to cope with how much i hated it.
as i got older i started trying changing my voice and girl...... that shit makes me cringe listen back to it LMAOAO. after doing some research i realized i was experiencing dysphoria which made me question EVERYTHING because i thought only trans people could experience that
i started to feel even more like a girl (i like to consider myself now 70% girl and 30% boy) and was starting to consider being trans. but i didn’t have chest or bottom dysphoria. so it became a time of self hatred and confusion. i’m still very confused but im confident in this.
i consider myself non-binary if i have to label it. i experience dysphoria. after struggling on whether or not non-binary people CAN feel it, i know now that it’s true. the notion that non-binary people can’t feel dysphoric is why i think the rate of children transitioning is up.
i don’t like labels or pronouns so i’m fine with whatever feels comfortable to the person. my dysphoria comes from body/facial hair, my weight, my body shape and clothing. i’m still confused about my feelings about everything and i don’t want to jump the gun so-
i don’t want to say i’m “trans” when i’m literally not. hormones may be an option but i’m nervous for the outcome and whether or not id regret it, but i do think it’d help my dysphoria a bit :) anyways yeah end of thread that’s for reading if you did hehe
