I know this is really a tiny concern compared to everything else that’s happening but I’m thinking about how frustrating the first points back are gonna be

I know people keep saying it’s gonna be amazing and in a way it will be, but I know that my ultimate abilities — as hard as I try to maintain them — have been and will continue to deteriorate over this. And it sucks to regress like that

I want to be able to come in to my first practice and play as if nothing had happened, and I know that’s not happening. And that sucks

I’m probably going to delete this thread in a little bit because this is so absurdly unimportant but it’s nice to write it down