slowly but surely realizing i don’t have any friends irl haha like any and ppl talking abt touching and cuddling they’re friends and i just i don’t have any friends to do that and the minute someone touches me i wanna fucking die like,,,,,what

like i have my reasons and stuff ig but i just idk i’m feeling hella extremely lonely tn like and this subject of cuddling and touches in general is acc so fuckign triggeringnidk why i’m even involving myself bc i’ve spiraled and

please i j wanna be a fucking normal human for a second

i j wanna relate to my friends on here but i cant even do tgat wow i’m fucking fucked all the way i’m gonna be alone forever

why the acc fuck am i like this i can’t breathe i’m having flashbacks i’m having fucking flashbacks why why why i ehy please i

i’m shaking i’m shaking so bad i can’t stop crying what is happening this shouldn’t be happening so just want it to stop i want it to stop