CW: Mental health, Depression
I think I& #39;ve gotta admit - I& #39;m in a new, unexplored kind of depression right now.
Unlike my normal "this existence is fruitless and ultimately wretched" I feel like a sleepy fish trapped in a plastic bag with very little water.
I& #39;ve spent maybe... 20 hours? trying to revamp Opus of Extrinsic Substance for re-release, but have made MAYBE 3 changes. I& #39;ve just spent hours and hours STARING at it, DREAMING of my next break to play minecraft or make coffee or something. Like i& #39;m hunting for fish food.
I was awake, in bed, exhausted for about 9 hours last night before I drifted off for 3-4 hours. now it& #39;s 5:50pm and i& #39;ve really only been up for a few hours.
It kinda... weighs down onto me like a wet shirt.

And i find myself BEGGING to NOT see a new message/call/text.
Yeah. It& #39;s a new one, very different from my normal MUCH MORE OBVIOUS situation. I didn& #39;t even realize I was feeling weird until yesterday and didn& #39;t want to admit it until today.

So... here& #39;s hoping I can get a handle on it.

If you& #39;re depressed, you& #39;re not alone. No one is. <3
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