the best part about being some derivative of ace is how weird you feel, not bc ur some rare pony or special kweer but how you can& #39;t conceptualize anything bc society conditions you to think about sex and desire in a very linear and rigid way

like if my body is aroused for natural functions that have nothing to do with imbibing, seeing a hot person, thinking about sex, etc. then it& #39;s very annoying because it& #39;s not like i can blame it on something concretely experienced. i can only be pissed my body exists.

likewise, if i see a person that& #39;s attractive and i feel nothing sexual im like hmm idgi. like my brain even wants to say that i, lesbian, see hot woman and i, lesbian, should feel the heat. OR WHAT IF ITS ALL LIKE A PART OF MY INTERNALIZED SHIT OR SMTH

this thread wouldn& #39;t exist if i could manage a cold shower.