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i really wanna be loved, i think it’s time for me to open up a little bit because i have a lot in mind ig
i’ll try to be as precise as i can because i really want yall (i mean the one who cares) to understand
look, being a teenager isn’t easy we all know that and we all feel sometimes like a freak or something like and that’s actually. how i feel
i’m pretty sure no one’s gonna read it but at least i writted down how i truly feel here
i see a lot of my moots being loved and adored and i’m literaly their number one fan but i can’t help being jealous of them
i know that @osqmuuu and @shyteacup and others people are behind my back cheering me up and i’m thankful but i wish i was like them
i don’t know if i deserved to be loved to be honest it’s just how i feel, being me right now it’s hard i mean i just had my 18th birthday and i’m not ready at all
it’s a mess but i’m just writting down what i have in mind
being adult is so scary like it means so many things and i don’t want to live but i’m really to scared to die, i don’t think i’ll ever be able to end me
sometimes i hate my body and myself for being.. well for being me i guess and it’s kinda difficult to see the positive
i don’t feel pretty (i don’t need compliments i’m just speaking up my mind) i feel gross and sometimes i suppose i look cute
inknow i shouldn’t be complaining because i have a “loving and caring” family, i have a super cool dog and an amazing boyfriend but sometimes i just break down for no reason like right now and it gets ugly in my head
what i trully wanted to say is that i’m human and i have feelings too and behind every anitwt member there’s someone struggling and it’s important to care about them
i don’t know if someone needs that but if you feel like someone is down like a moots or even a stranger just interract, try to see what’s going on without being intrusive
those people needs help and we’re supposed to help eachothers so please if you read this, help people if you feel like they’re breaking down themself
i know i ask a lot rn but yall need to understand if you feel down someone out here probably feel as down as you do so cheer eachother up and it’ll be pretty as heck
last but not least, when i say i love you to someone i mean it, trully, and if you interract w me then we are friends, if you feel down come to me you will never be annoying to me
my name’s yioko i’m 18 years old, i feel empty, sad, but i’m also super happy sometimes and i give a lot of love when it’s needed and i know i can cheer you up if sometimes you’re down so please feel free to come and dm me
and i love you, i trully do :3
xoxo
xoxo
