I have to be honest.
I’m making an apology post for actions I have done which were absolutely terrible of me.
A callout post to the predator that groomed me into those actions.
And I’m writing out my story about what actually happened.

I have lied. I’m not new on this platform in this community, I’m not this all amazing person you all keep telling me I am. I, well, me, and my headmates Fubuki and Yael are parts of the person used to be Maud. I’m sorry everyone. That should explain the necessary.

Now please, before you leave and block me or do whatever, I ask to please read the rest of this thread as it is immensely important to me.

As my bio states, I have severe trauma and terrible mental illness. That illness has made me vulnerable for exploitation by terrible people.

One of those people was my ex, Shaye. This is the person that had done terrible things to me, traumatized me really badly, and the person that got me pulled into that disgusting community filled with nonces. Whilst making me think I’m things I’m not.

This is her discord account

She has made me isolate from this community, and then force me to do unspeakable things.

I’m calling her out of her being in the posession of child pornography, and forcing me to do horrible things with her or else she’d “drop me just like the others did”

Here’s proof of her being in the posession of that terrible stuff (it’s censored) and also a picture of her face. I also know she lives somewhere close to Spokane Idaho
(Heavy CW: https://imgur.com/a/fWYvgpR  )

She has scarred me for what’s probably going to be the rest of my life so please, at least give her what she deserves if you are going to distance from me.

I’m sorry for anyone I’ve disappointed here. People that look up to me, people that saw me as a friend. I just wanted to start over. This community is probably the only place I really feel at home in.

And I speak for every one in our system when I say that any such incident will never happen again.

Lilly’s callout back in March was justified, I wasn’t someone to be trusted in that state.

And that’s where I’m leaving it at.