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if there's one important lesson i can share from my time as an internet whore, it's this:
a LOT of men sexually fantasize about underage girls.
more than your brain is comfortable allowing you to imagine right now.
a LOT of men sexually fantasize about underage girls.
more than your brain is comfortable allowing you to imagine right now.
their reasons are varied. i talked to at least one true blue pedophile. i talked to many more inadequate dudes frustrated that they don't have enough power in their lives.
i am not comfortable indulging in pedophilic fantasy play. i was abused as a child.
i made the mistake of saying this to the pedophile. he asked me many questions about how old i was, when and how and where it happened, if i liked it.
i made the mistake of saying this to the pedophile. he asked me many questions about how old i was, when and how and where it happened, if i liked it.
he was the worst of them but he was far from alone.
a lot of my clientele was into the daddy thing. that's a pretty normal kink - verbally submitting to someone, in a way that's a little bit taboo. master doesn't have the same kick.
a lot of my clientele was into the daddy thing. that's a pretty normal kink - verbally submitting to someone, in a way that's a little bit taboo. master doesn't have the same kick.
i was fine indulging people in that because it's just a word. but with literally ONE exception, calling him daddy was the first step. then he wants me to use other words - compare myself to mommy. talk about my day at school. it starts getting sketchy real quick.
one guy - let's call him drew because that is his name - really needed me to be his sixteen year old.
see that slippery slope? sixteen is too young, but not WAAAAY too young.
young enough for him to have a thrill at the thought, but not young enough that i'd say no.
see that slippery slope? sixteen is too young, but not WAAAAY too young.
young enough for him to have a thrill at the thought, but not young enough that i'd say no.
i knew him better than any of my other clients. as much as i'd like to say this play always stays isolated to someone's orgasm, i can't.
i knew that when i talked about telling mommy what he did to me i was toying with his fear of his wife finding out who he was.
i knew that when i talked about telling mommy what he did to me i was toying with his fear of his wife finding out who he was.
i wasn't always that safe with my personal data and we knew each other well enough that he saw photos of me as a teenager. he joked to me that he would have been in trouble had he known me as a teen.
hilarious.
i'd love to tell you it's just play but i can't.
hilarious.
i'd love to tell you it's just play but i can't.
that pedophile who asked me about my abuse hated when i used big words or talked too adult. he would get angry. i was to always be in character. a child.
i am certain that he is a danger to the young people in his area. i don't know his name. i have no way to help them.
i am certain that he is a danger to the young people in his area. i don't know his name. i have no way to help them.
i rejected the pedo in short order after he interrogated my abuse. i'm certain he found someone else to talk to. someone with less trauma or more bills.
i'm certain she hasn't fixed him, just as i couldn't.
i'm certain she hasn't fixed him, just as i couldn't.
this isn't to make you paranoid. just. be aware of the people around you. be honest about red flags that you see, in or out of fantasy play.
remember that most children are abused by family members in their own home and shamed into silence. remember that abuse is about control.
remember that most children are abused by family members in their own home and shamed into silence. remember that abuse is about control.
a man who is capable of having sex with his wife and succeeding at his career can also be a man who vents his stress by focusing on something he can intensely control, something that gives him sexual release.
sometimes that's a human being. a child or elder who can't resist.
sometimes that's a human being. a child or elder who can't resist.
i know this thread is long i just. i need you to understand the motives behind abuse. serial offenders sometimes have a type, but often have a varied string of victims, some children, some disabled, some elderly. all vulnerable. all targets he sees as low-risk.
my point is:
you don't have to be a card carrying pedophile to be a danger to vulnerable humans.
your kids are in more danger from uncle jacob than a man in a white van.
abuse. is. about. control.
you don't have to be a card carrying pedophile to be a danger to vulnerable humans.
your kids are in more danger from uncle jacob than a man in a white van.
abuse. is. about. control.
