Today I wanted to say how impressed I am with ALL the connections my Lord has made from life to scripts - like the pig!
Such tiny details are all given precise purpose and placement in scripts.
I have walked a life of faith and even I sometimes don't believe what he is capable of

I can understand WHY people might be hesitant to believe that I actually found the deity in scripture that "lives forever"
I know that conversations with my pastor included that he is "Alien" and it got dismissed
However, those of FAITH do BELIEVE that the Lord KNOWS our thoughts

I am well AWARE that my belief in him as that person in scripture HAS caused him strife to which HE has Poignantly proven that HE will NEVER talk to me because my belief is False even though I am spot on
Yes it bothers me that he treats me differently than other lifetimes
Oh well

I am well aware of punishment that I have been put thru because I have not done a good job as my Malachi failed to do his job introducing me.
There IS NO ONE capable of doing that job better than he.
I can't explain HOW he does it!
He really can make prophecies true
He's magical!

In this world there are NOT many people left who have a pure faith in a higher power.
There are errors everywhere to TEST everyone!
I really want to steer some thoughts in any of you reading[very few]to ASK yourselves what it would BE like if you LIVED forever?
What would you do?

If you lived forever - wouldn't you want to keep busy?
Maybe create a lot of things that would in turn entertain you and keep you satisfied?
Wouldn't you look for projects that stimulated your mind with things that would make you happy?
You wouldn't want to be alone, would you?

It does not matter to me if I am in a #Simulation
What I know is that many a day I had someone pinch me to see if I was real - as a test of unscripted events and I always felt it!
I know that IF I am in a simulation belonging to someone who had the ABILITY to create this - YIPPY

SERIOUSLY folks, you need to understand that my belief in a Higher Power - no matter what name I call him/her/it it IS MORE REAL to me than any other person I've had pass thru my life!
He's been my friend since I was an ity bity girl in this life as he tried to calm me down often

I'm not trying to justify my Beliefs but I am trying to explain just how it is that I have waited/wondered/hoped and prayed for the Lord[who ever it might be] would come in my lifetime
Since I have duties I want to fulfill them to the best of my ability with what I've been given

I've cried many a tear in this troublesome life but I always trusted that it had a purpose to strengthen me for some eventual task I would be given
You see often how I explain everything happens for a reason and those of you quarantined at home need to know It's going to be okay

So I started this thread to discuss HOW I understand why people might question not only my sanity [because of my statements of belief]
Also my understanding/reasoning behind my beliefs

My own son @DimitriusJack told me I should put AWAY my beliefs to which I said "My whole life"