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a thread of me ranting about my mom:
the fact that everytime me and my younger cousins fight my mom would always be on their side what ever the problem is even if its my fault or theirs i would be the one who is the wrong one, everytime their doing something bad like literally +
the fact that everytime me and my younger cousins fight my mom would always be on their side what ever the problem is even if its my fault or theirs i would be the one who is the wrong one, everytime their doing something bad like literally +
hurting me "ThEiR jUsT kIdS" she& #39;d say they have braind already they already know whats right and whats wrong but whenever make them cry by teasing them, I DIDN& #39;T even TOUCH them to HURT them but just by teasing they& #39;d cry and my mom would always come at me shouting at me and +
it would just end up, her taking my phone away from me. i just hate the fact that whatever i do, good or bad she& #39;d just always be disappointed at me +
and the fact that she uses her "menopause" as a excuse because of her actions just doesn& #39;t makes sense like literally, cause like every small mistake i do she& #39;d make a BIG deal out of it and shout at me, her shouting at me is just a daily thing now+
i cant even remember the last time that she& #39;d lasted a day without shouting at me, and the fact that calling me ugly, dumb, useless and dark skinned became a daily thing for the both of us, cause for my mom your automatically ugly when you have dark skin+
and she says that "AnY kInD oF sKiN cOlOr iS bEaUtIfUL" whenever its obvious that she& #39;s saying dark skinned people are ugly
https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🙄" title="Face with rolling eyes" aria-label="Emoji: Face with rolling eyes">, for example when her and my aunt was video chatting each other my aunt kept saying that i looked beautiful because of my posts in facebook +
but my mom kept saying "no,no you can see her dark skin, how can she be beautiful, she has soo dark skin, like look at her" my mom said to my aunt even tho im just right infront of her, so my aunt just shut up and talked about another topic+
and this other time where me and my older cousin (who has lighter skin colour) was dancing and then we stopped cause we were tired so we took a little break, my mom was also there and she started complimenting my cousin because she looked beautiful, and i was just there sitting +
i was always by my mom& #39;s side whenever her and my dad would fight i would always be on her side, whenever she cries im the one comforting and making her stop crying but whenever i cry, she& #39;d be the main reason why i cried +
if you know me well i wouldn& #39;t cry so easily except when i was still younger but now that im older i dont cry easily i just cry when i cant take it anymore, when i am to hurt thats when i cry, but when you tease me and stuff its just nothing to me+
but if my own mom calls me ugly and useless thats when i let it all out and the fact that i dont even have anyone i could lean onto and cry and tell them all of my problems is the worst part+
these, these kind of apps are the only thing keeping me happy and Ofcourse BTS
i could keep going on but im just afraid this thread would be to long