hear me out

isak is a church boi and even is also a church boi. they are best friends and each other's first love and there's so much angst cause they think they can't be together because of what they've learned in church

even starts ignoring isak cause he fears he won't be able to hold back anymore and isak thinks it's his fault. he thinks he planted this sinful desires in his and even's heart. he thinks that him being clingy and touchy was what started all of this. that he deserves punishment

what if isak grows up to like bdsm because he has all this internalized guilty and thinks he deserves punishment

and then and then what if even discovers that isak has these tastes and experiments with strangers so he gets into bdsm just to fulfill isak's desires and stop him from going to random people

it all comes from a place of jealousy and guilty so even has a bunch of dom drops that he doesn't know that are dom drops. it's just... so much lust and angst and