now i understand the emotional toll of online classes and being locked at home. whilst i barely get work done, i don& #39;t even do things for myself either. I& #39;ve stopped doing a lot of stuff now coz I& #39;m unmotivated. it& #39;s not even the online class that i blame. +

i blame myself for being too dramatic and too emotional. I let myself get unmotivated over overthinking. I& #39;ve hurt people with it and I try to restrain myself from sharing too much now. I& #39;ve tried to make people say what I want to hear pero that& #39;s too much. +

I always try to show that I& #39;m okay when I& #39;m really not (like who isn& #39;t, Gab?? HAHA). Most of the time, it takes shots and a few friends to express what I really want to say without censoring my words. btw, I regret sharing my stories https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💯" title="Hundred points symbol" aria-label="Emoji: Hundred points symbol">%.

I just have so much in my mind na yun lang iniisip ko from 12am to 2am. This isn& #39;t about a girl btw,, this is just me wishing that I had things my way for once. It almost never goes the way I hoped for it to be and it& #39;s really pissing me off HAHA

No, this is not me saying I& #39;m depressed. I& #39;m just really like this every night. I don& #39;t really want to hear any "I& #39;m here for you" rn. I wrote this in Twitter for a reason. Otherwise, I& #39;d vent it out to someone and hear the same things. I& #39;m sorry if that line offends you.

you may also be wondering "wtf& #39;s your point? why is every sentence random and incoherent?" well that& #39;s the point. This is what I think of every night since ecq,, every problem i have at the same time. Fin.

will probably delete this thread due to cringing the next day