i wonder.,.,,.,,,.. has chuuya ever attempted in having real existential under the stars you and i connect kind of talk with dazai? like chuuya being genuinely concerned for dazai but dazai just brushes him off with the usual jokes ..

like in reference to a tweet i rted a while ago,, chuuya doesnt speak in riddles and is always direct and speaks his mind

so omfg

what if

soukoku on a stakeout on a rooftop at midnight and chuuya quietly asks dazai "r u ok like rly okay okay..?" ...

and dazai knows what chuuya's talking about bc he just attempted a few hrs ago before their mission and it got a little too bloody to the point of chuuya panicking but dazai just smiled a goofy grin "my butt hurts from sitting here mind if i sat on ur back instead whoops alr am"

and they bicker and chuuya screams at him but dazai hushes him up bc theyre on a stakeout remember so chuuya hisses at him and pouts and pushes dazai off him and they struggle for abit again and dazai ends up sitting on chuuya's lap and chuuya grumbles but he doesnt push him away

and chuuya knows dazai once again avoided his question like he always does when chuuya tries to open him up...

NEWAYS ..idek whats this thread even but POINT IS!! chuuya genuinely cares and is concerned abt dazai .. and respects his privacy enough .. but still,, he gets worried

LIKE !! BRO .. CHUUYA'S FACE WHEN DAZAI PRANKED HIM ABOUT LOSING HIS ARM DURING THEIR FIGHT WITH LOVECRAFT /?!??!?! HDJFGDSHJGJF ;(((((((((((((

i dont know .. i just think that soukoku -