AND I’M CELINE. selene is the green goddess of the moon. i really need to name my child luna. JK HAHAHA https://twitter.com/jingukki/status/1263755383971016704

and one of the people i love the most made me a playlist with moon songs such as goodnight moon by go radio and luna by smashing pumpkins. his favorite album was dark side of the moon by pink floyd and before he told me that if i give him a physical copy of that album (2 of n)

then he can finally die. of course we know he just said that because of how much he loved that album. his favorite track was brain damage with lyrics “i’ll see you on the dark side of the moon”.

i gave that album as a gift for his 17th birthday. when he got home, he told his mom that he can die happily. a few days after his 17th birthday, he slipped into a coma due to a blood clot in his brain.

that was a thursday. exactly 7 days after his birthday. he died on a saturday, exactly 7 days after the last time we spent time with each other.

this year will be his 7th death anniversary so this is a pretty meaningful year for me.

this will also be bangtan’s 7th year. 7 members who literally saved my life. with a new album entitled map of the soul: 7.

even if i always convince myself that i didn’t find BTS late, somehow i still have some regrets. i already knew about them a year and a half before i became an army so sometimes i regret that i didn’t become a fan sooner.

but seriously, i couldn’t have loved them at a better time. i was in a really dark place in the latter part of 2019. my sister had already started showing me bts videos so i started to become more familiar with the members (jk & taehyung used to be the only ones i knew back then)

but the only time i actually became a fan was when i decided to click on one of jk’s compilation videos. they instantly became my light. i still get depressive blues and anxiety these days but the difference now is i know that i will get over these feelings and they will pass

because of how bangtan helped me and my sister during one of our most difficult times, i really couldn’t see myself not supporting them. i believe i’ll support them for the rest of my life i hadn’t planned on making this thread but now i’m glad i did.. just get it out there

i didn’t know it was possible to feel or develop some type of emotional attachment to your idols but it was really different with bangtan. i just know that i’ll love them for the rest of my life. #OT7

end of thread. stream D-2 https://open.spotify.com/album/0zhGddZ83RpCgnelKWa2qS?si=R_bnZrreS8mPuKuyOshW6g