hey i’m still obsessed with the idea of thorki hs au where jock thor thinks goth loki is the COOLEST EVER, even though loki’s social capital at school is in the negatives and people talk about him sucking off boys in the bathroom after class

because loki is also out and doesn’t give a fuck and one time he told thor that the painting he was working on jn art class was “really sick, like, really,” with wide, honest eyes, and no one’s ever looked at thor and seen anything other than a dumb jock before

when the opportunity comes, thor asks loki to partner up for a project. loki thinks this straight boy just wants his dick sucked but he’s willing to go with it. thor’s pretty nice, all things considered. and he IS really good at art. it’ll be a quick A in exchange for a blowjob

cue a lot of complicated teenage feelings and thor trying to figure himself out and loki realizing that thor wants to be his FRIEND, which is weird as hell, and then later on realizes that thor wants to be his BOYFRIEND and that’s why he keeps taking loki out for milkshakes

and there’s a lot of confusion because thor has never been with a guy before but he really wants to try blowing loki, and loki keeps assuming that thor’s going to top, while thor keeps daydreaming about loki fucking him while he writes “thor laufeyson” on all his notes

and they’re both v horny teens who get up to shenanigans but loki can’t really shake off his lingering doubts that thor is just curious about being with a guy and loki’s just an experiment, a fling. thor is, of course, already imagining what their wedding’s going to be like

and loki doesn’t mind being a dirty little secret because thor’s dad sucks and his teammates and friends also suck, and thor isn’t ready to come out yet, and that’s fine. but he’s always waiting for the other shoe to drop

at one point thor’s friends catch him hanging out with loki and they all crowd around and start mocking loki for being a slut, asking how much he likes taking it up the ass, trying to get thor to join in. and loki just takes it quietly. resigned. it makes thor so angry.

thor loudly saying, “i like it, actually. when he fucks me. it’s really good. i enjoy it.” and he grabs loki’s hand on top of the table and squeezes it. and then they just make out until the assholes leave. the next day, loki wears thor’s letterman jacket to school.