LRT got to me pretty bad bc it occurred to me a while ago that I have no idea how to reach out to people anymore

in the rare event that I decide to follow someone new who seems cool all I can do is just like their stuff, trying to interact with them at all is terrifying

I miss when I could just talk to people like I did 5 - 10 years ago bc now group chats are a nightmare and I can neither make new friends nor stay very close to old ones

my ideal is basically just mutuals being considered friends but that isn't really a fair expectation I guess

...anyway sorry that the first thing I tweet after 2 weeks of silence is sad rambles ahah

the recent hot weather has been making me miserable anyway and seeing that post dug up some emotions I wasn't prepared for at 10am