" 어땠을까"by Suga
I still miss you and miss you
Memories of us still haunt me
If I didnt let you go
If I stopped you then
Would we still be friend? what do you think?

Dear my friend, how is it going?
Im good as you know. yeah.
dear friend let me be honest,

i still f***ing hate you
I still remember past days we were together
We went to Daegu together
I was afraid of nothing when we were together
but we walk very different roads now

Do you remeber? I think it was Sinsa
The talk we had over Soju
Our ambition to swallow the world

We, with that grand dream, were so young of 20
You suddenly became a ghost
While later your parents called me by an unknown number
That short phonecall made me run
Seoul detention center was too far

Did you change?
Or did I change?
I hate the time that flows. Its us who changed.

I hate you, I don't like you,
yet I miss you in this moment I say so
I visited the detention center every week
It was 3 hrs round trip that I went alone
the court, your release,
snowing winter day and the white tofu, I remember them so clear

You became an entirely different person.
And you said with eyes lost focus
if I wanna do ****
I got enraged, and cursed
There was no way to bring you back, my one and only friend
You became a monster
There's no more me who you used to know
There is no you who I used to know

I know its not just the time that changes us
There is no more of me whom you used to know
There is no more of you whom you used to know
I know its not just the time that changes us
It is all in vain

and I guess that ****** his friend asked yoongi to do together is either drug....or...idk something really bad or at least not legal.