Hi antis/fancops/whateverthefuck stalking my account! I'm a little wary of running blockchain these days, see, so you're free to run amok and screencap and roast me with all the destructive power of a busted Zippo lighter to ur hearts content. I just wanna say something tho.

A lot of you are young. Like dont get me wrong--youre adults and the way you behave is unacceptable for housebroken pets much less actual human beings--but Im 31 fuckin whole ass years old and youre still kids to me. gross fujo fandom mom hag etc etc and all, remember? anyway.

This, this shit youre doing? It's not worth it. One glance through the tags you're spamming and you can see the shit ppl have gone through in your circles. People who pressure you to conform to their views and try to control you are insane in normal contexts, but over FICTION??

The people you're constantly yelling at for being 'freaks' are usually adults for a reason. because we've been in fandom for a long ass time. it's a HOBBY. it's a dumb way to waste time and blow off steam. we're grown and have actual lives and we know this shit does not matter.

And it doesn't. it does not matter. youre okay. nobody with a halfway reasonable head on their shoulders gives a shit about what imaginary bug-eyed twiggy-legged anime characters you mash together in your head. the people telling you otherwise are trying to manipulate you.

Think about how interacting with your online friends makes you feel. do you feel scared of slipping up? that they'll learn stuff about you and turn on you? are you beating yourself up because you liked a 'bad ship'? if you are, that is not normal. its not. you need to back away.

It is not normal to be thinking about things like fucking csa and incest all the time. this is dark, dark shit and its incredibly serious. constantly exposing yourself to this shit, talking about it, obsessing over it and seeing it everywhere is DISASTROUS for ur mental health.

fandom. is. a. hobby. it is a hobby. if you cannot engage with it without seeing content that upsets and triggers you--despite the presence of content warnings and filters-- then maybe it isnt for you. there are so many other hobbies out there. you dont have to be here.

That is the difference between us and the people you're looking up to/listening to. we don't want anything from you except for you to curate your experience the way YOU want it. enjoy your ships. make friends. have fun. block shit that upsets you. done! its so fucking simple.

PLEASE just. relax. have fun. find new friends. if you're a kid please god do NOT blindly trust anyone you meet on the internet. especially adults. do not share your private info. no matter how nice they are to you, listen to your fucking gut.

NO ONE WHO IS ENCOURAGING YOU TO ENGAGE WITH NSFW CONTENT IN ANY CAPACITY HAS YOUR BEST INTERESTS AT HEART.

THEY ARE DOING THE OPPOSITE. TELL YOUR PARENTS, REPORT THEM, BLOCK THEM.

honestly this is all I can say. this has gone way too fucking far for too long.