Since everyone is giving updates, I guess I’ll give one, too:

I’m still really struggling to sit and read things for long periods of time. Today was the first day in the last 70 days that I have started to feel like myself again. I got my productivity back a bit today, actually

Was able to write a bunch of emails and go through some work projects without feeling distracted and overwhelmed and anxious. It was really, really nice. It also struck me that maybe I should start reaching out to people again who actually want to talk and socialize (because I’m

An extroverted introvert, meaning I love talking to and being around people, but it wears me down quickly and I need to recoup alone). So I have the courage again to start being on Twitter and talking, chatting with editors who might be comfortable with it, reaching out, etc..

Walks with my dog as much as possible has really helped. I throw my huge Bose headphones over my ears and tune out the world, and just go for an hour or so long walk with my pups. It’s also helped me stay a bit healthier (though I’m sure I’ve still gained 10 pounds. I don’t look

At the scale anymore). I am still behind on queries and edits right now because my focus hasn’t been there, and I didn’t feel strong enough and healthy enough to honestly make a thoughtful/logical decision on many queries, edits, pages, etc.. but today was different. Today, I’m

Still feeling on top of the world and I have no idea why, but I’ll take what I can get! I’ve stopped beating myself up for drinking coffee (yes, this was something I was shaming myself for), and for only working 8-10 hours per day, and for not being as productive as I used to be.

It’s helped a lot, but the guilt still comes in waves, like I’m sure it does for all of us. My mom’s foot is broken, so I’m doing everything around the house and trying to take care of both her and my dad and my multiple jobs on top of everything else. I do all the shopping and

Organizing and pray I have some time for myself. But yeah...I don’t know...all this to say I’m getting back on the horse. I’m behind on queries and edits. I’m still struggling a bit, but today was a lot better and I’m getting better everyday. I wish you all well, and I hope

You don’t have to go through those 2am anxiety attacks like I have been (and like I’m sure many of us have been). I hope everyone is safe and healthy. And please know that EVERYONE is struggling in some way, shape, or form right now. And that’s okay.