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I slut shame myself a lot. Despite my efforts to be super open minded, I still struggle to keep sex and my worth(?) apart. No judgement to anyone who has multiple sex partners or has a FWB situation going on but whenever I feel myself getting onto the fwb track
It makes me feel extremely weird. A) I don& #39;t meet guys off of dating apps a lot hence my sexual activity is already very limited. B) if I do meet someone, deep down I intend to date that guy and subconsciously hope that it turns into a relationship.
Many a time, 3 times off the
Many a time, 3 times off the
Top of my head I& #39;ve distanced myself from guys who liked me romantically and sexually but I didn& #39;t like them back. Even getting physical with them made me feel cheap as if I was damaging or ruining myself for my future boyfriend (I haven& #39;t has a boyfriend in over 6 years)
I have no idea how to get out of this loop. I may talk a big slutty game on the tl but in reality I& #39;m a wimp. Also this is why I resort to online interactions because you& #39;re getting the sexual gratification off of a real person and not porn, but you& #39;re also not physically being
With them that makes me less of damaged goods. Maybe all of this is internalized homophobia because I try to be a religious person and the religious aspect of it holds me back from being promiscuous. Idk.
