A message to a suicidal person :

My dearest,
I don't know you. I've never met you and i probably never will. But let me say this to you; i love you and i accept you as you are. I understand
I understand because, for long periods of time in my life, I've contemplated the same thing. I've been torn between knowing that i will hurt the people who love me the most and thinking they'll be better without me.
One voice in my head screams for an end of the emotional torture and another whispers at me to just hold on. I'm so, so sorry you're in pain. I've heard the demons in my head too
I've heard them say I'm not good enough, I've heard them say I'm not worth it, I'm a burden to everyone. I've heard them say I'm not worth life
Whatever your situation rn, I'm afraid the only thing i can tell you is something a doctor said to me
" there is no magic wand or a set of words someone can make you that will make you feel better"

I can't propose a solution.
All i can tell you is to wait
I know it's impossible to see from where you're standing. I know it seems like there is no end to this torture. That's the part of the lie.
The lies those demons feed you.
But hope is still there, eventhough it's out of sight. It might take a long time. Maybe weeks, months, probably years? You and i don't know when the day will come when you catch that sight of hope again.
But the day is coming. I promise.
I wish i could gather you in my arms and just hold you. You're still here. You're still holding on. It's a battle just to get to the end of each day. It's hard.
I cannot imagine the strength it takes
Remember,
you are loved by so many people, there are people out there who still cares about you and are willing to help you, to hear your pain.
I love you, so please stay alive
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