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BTS is the anpanman of this girl
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In the year 2013-March 2016, There is a girl that was an elementary student. 2 of her friends are ARMYs but even tho she has ARMY friend, she didn& #39;t stan BTS. June 2016, she was a grade 7 student. She met many new friends. And half of that new friends are ARMYs.
But still, she didn& #39;t stan BTS. Because some of her friends are ARMY, she had to deal with listening to BTS songs. She didn& #39;t care about all the songs she had heard but there is a song that suddenly got her attention and the only line that she remembered from that song is,
"I need you girl" and that line is always in her mind but she didn& #39;t want to deal with this korean boys, so she did everything that she could so that she will forget that song and I guess she did (a litttle). This girl had an anxiety even though she is only 13 years old +
+ that time. She thought that no one loves her (even her family), she is worthless, she is a stupid student, no one wants to be friends with her, that no one wants to stay with her and many negative thoughts, she is worthless child because even her family always shouts at her.
2017, this anxiety of her continues. She wanted to die. She tried to commit suicide (she can& #39;t tell her friends about her problem because they won& #39;t listen to her) . Fortunately, she didn& #39;t continue her plan. But her anxiety of her continues.
While she was scrolling in her social media acc, she saw this man that is so handsome. This man is member of BTS and it is Jeon Jeongguk.
So she became a solo stan. She watched DNA and yea. Sometimes, the idea of committing suicide crosses her mind. Again, fortunately, she didn& #39;t continue that idea. But still, she had anxiety.
April 2018, she was bored. Very very bored. She suddenly thought of Jungkook. She started watching funny and cute moments of Jungkook. She also watched Euphoria. She was so curious who were that funny, handsome, cute boys with Jungkook. So she search many compilation of +
+ BTS funny and cute moments. She laugh so hard because of BTS. Because of those compilation, she search Run BTS. She watched it everyday until she memorize the members. And after she watch all of the episodes of Run BTS, she listen to the all of the songs of BTS and became +
+ an ARMY. But she has anxiety, still. May 2018, BTS had a comeback, so she listened to all of the songs that is in the album. She cried a lot because of The Truth Untold and Sea. When she listened to Magic Shop. The lyrics hit her so hard (she read the subtitle).
Especially the pre-chorus, bridge and the last chorus. She felt and thought that she wasn& #39;t worthless at all. So her anxiety lessen.
June 2018, there is rumor on their grade level that she desperately like her guy friend. Yes that rumor is true but she is not desperate. And this guy spread rumors that aren& #39;t true. Because of this, her anxiety became worse. She didn& #39;t tell her other friends because +
+she didn& #39;t want to ruin the image of that guy. But she stopped loving herself because of this guy.
August 2018, BTS had another comeback and that comeback really hit her harder than the previous comeback which happened May 2018.
That comeback really saved her life. That comeback thought her to love herself. And she could say that her anxiety finally left her. When she finally love herself, she is so happy. She moved on from that guy. She finally felt the love of her parents for her.
She& #39;s finally happy with her friends. She& #39;s finally happy with her life.
Her grades got higher than she expected.
Up to now, she is an ARMY and she watched the Bang Bang Con day 1 and 2. She is super emotional rn.
Her grades got higher than she expected.
Up to now, she is an ARMY and she watched the Bang Bang Con day 1 and 2. She is super emotional rn.
She asks herself, what if she didn& #39;t stan BTS?
What if she didn& #39;t saw that picture of Kookie in social media?
What if she didn& #39;t watch BTS videos that time?
And many more what if& #39;s.
What if she didn& #39;t saw that picture of Kookie in social media?
What if she didn& #39;t watch BTS videos that time?
And many more what if& #39;s.
Maybe her anxiety before will be depression. Maybe she proceeds to her plan of committing suicide.
Bangtan really save her. She is so thankful of bangtan and bighit. To her friends and family who stay beside her.
And I& #39;m proud to say that, that girl is me
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And I& #39;m proud to say that, that girl is me
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