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how much do you mean it when you said you miss somebody?
well, it's been a while since i could feel anything other than fine/simply happy/sad.
i don't know if it's because of the stress, the ruined things in my life, or i just simply lost feelings toward things/moments/people/person.
i barely miss anything by now.
i don't know if it's because of the stress, the ruined things in my life, or i just simply lost feelings toward things/moments/people/person.
i barely miss anything by now.
yet if i try to feel something, i'll do.
like... missing the late night shower in my flat â scrubbing my body and washing my hair, letting the water run through my body and make me feel warm.
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like... missing the late night shower in my flat â scrubbing my body and washing my hair, letting the water run through my body and make me feel warm.
...
...
quick dress up, brush my hair, then lay down on my cold but comfortable bed â knowing that it will be a long sleep and i'll be having a slow morning as soon as i wake up.
quick dress up, brush my hair, then lay down on my cold but comfortable bed â knowing that it will be a long sleep and i'll be having a slow morning as soon as i wake up.
by now, i remember the day when my family had just moved out from our old house.
bukan pindah secara literal sih.
semula rumahnya letter L, terus yang bagian depan dijual dan kami tinggal di bagian belakang.
batas antara dua bagian ini otomatis disemen, jadi kaya rumah baru.
bukan pindah secara literal sih.
semula rumahnya letter L, terus yang bagian depan dijual dan kami tinggal di bagian belakang.
batas antara dua bagian ini otomatis disemen, jadi kaya rumah baru.
i felt nothing at first, but some days later... i found myself crying in my room with all the memories i had in the old house went around my head like a slideshow.
there were no alert. the tears just suddenly ran through my cheeks and i started crying.
there were no alert. the tears just suddenly ran through my cheeks and i started crying.
same goes to the first day i moved to Jogja for my study.
padahal dari kecil udah sueringggg banget ke Jogja â entah jalan-jalan, study tour, ke rumah pakdhe. udah jadi rumah kedua lah pokoknya.
eh lha kok pas pindah ke Jogja malah nangis. heran juga.
padahal dari kecil udah sueringggg banget ke Jogja â entah jalan-jalan, study tour, ke rumah pakdhe. udah jadi rumah kedua lah pokoknya.
eh lha kok pas pindah ke Jogja malah nangis. heran juga.
tapi sejak dulu juga, terutama waktu masih kecil (usia SD), tiap habis pulang dari Jogja pasti nangis.
kaya... ada yang ketinggalan gitu.
ganjel gitu di hati.
tapi gak tau apa.
kaya... ada yang ketinggalan gitu.
ganjel gitu di hati.
tapi gak tau apa.
ini kenapa jadi nge-thread panjang gini hei??
udah deh bahas soal "kangen"-nya.
i don't wanna miss anything cause i don't wanna be too attached toward them.
udah deh bahas soal "kangen"-nya.
i don't wanna miss anything cause i don't wanna be too attached toward them.
as i've always tried to live by the words:
"never get too attached. people wake up with different feelings everyday"
bisa aja sekarang aku kangen sesuatu. tapi besok? siapa yang tau? bisa jadi biasa aja.
"never get too attached. people wake up with different feelings everyday"
bisa aja sekarang aku kangen sesuatu. tapi besok? siapa yang tau? bisa jadi biasa aja.
it's just my two cents, though.
you can also drop yours by replying the first tweet of this thread.
udah ya. good night.
jangan lupa back up tugas ke gdocs biar gak panik kalo laptop nge-hang. trims.
you can also drop yours by replying the first tweet of this thread.
udah ya. good night.
jangan lupa back up tugas ke gdocs biar gak panik kalo laptop nge-hang. trims.
