As I grow older, my belief in "getting what I need instead of what I want" also grows. But sometimes when I look back, I realize that I actually often got what I want, it could be exactly as I want it to be, and sometimes it could be in a different form.

And from this I also realize that from time to time, I manage to wanting things I, or so I thought, need.

The key is to be grateful for each of the things you get/obtain/receive. Even for those lil' ones.

And here I am, at the point of being done of everything I've got (and lost). Thinking this much is enough. Okay, I'm grateful, thank you. Now I'm getting the feeling that I REALLY WANT WHAT I NEED.

guess what?

For quite awhile, my sense of getting what I need in a form of what I want was getting stronger.

Lemme give you an example :

My old phone's screen was broken, but I didn't think of wanting a new phone to replace the current one, as I also understand my situation of inability to buy a new one, but look

- for the last 2 weeks, I started to think of 'wanting' a new phone. Cuz I was really getting a bad feeling about my old phone will/could possibly died out of anytime. But then again, with whose money will I buy the new phone?

In short, last week I just bought a new phone, with my own money, with no credit card (cicilan) needed. It was just in time when my sense of 'wanting' a new phone got stronger.

Okay, enough with the new phone and all. I will get into my point of making this thread (it's as if anyone will ever read this lol, well just in case).