It's been months now

A thread;

It's been months now since we stopped talkin and i still can't figure out why im feeling this way

so i thought that just posting what im feeling right now might ease the pain. Im just so sorry if im being overly attached to someone who just didn't feel the same way ;<<

Yea. Another man down i guess. We were best friends and i was really used to her u knoe. Talking about a bunch of stupid stuffs and comfortable that the fucked up person me which didn't want to be attached to anyone was just comfortable to her.

We were senior highschools and i won't say what grade we were in kasi she's smart and who knows she might even read this thread. At first i thought that my shs life would be boring but there was one girl that just intrigued me with her answers in recitations and school stuffs

So we became friends with the two of my other guy friends and fortunately it went well. I was too scared of having friends with girls kasi nga last time i fell for my bestfriend too, so i thought "ill just be nice to her and maybe she'll be nice to me"

It went well and the four of us became close friends. Like i said i was intrigued at first, but as i get to know her more i couldn't help but fall for her. D sya maarte and she would do crazy stuffs with me that no girl would ever dream of.

And so i started to try and block my feelings for her. Knowing that it won't just end well and it'll also destroy our friendship.

But i'll just end it here for now because its gettin late and i gotta get home. Part 2 nalang sa susunod HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA