whenever I start talking to someone if I don’t see a possible future with them I won’t continue talking. But with Nate, I see it ALL and that’s scary asf but I haven’t seen that yet.
He’s a music education major, I’m an English education major who used to be in band. I can see us teaching at the same school, mr. and mrs. matthews. we have the same humor, same views. he’s supportive of me being chunky or getting my surgery.
he’s protective but also gives me freedom and space. he understands small aspects of my past that affect my ability to accept physical touch and comfort. and he STILL WANTS TO CONTINUE SEEING ME. they say you know when you know and im almost sure this is it.
look at his cute self
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And we haven’t known each other or been talking long. I might sound crazy. But my nanny married my grangran ON A WHIM on her 18th birthday. They had the happiest marriage I ever saw. They spent 40 years together before he passed.
THIS THREAD IS SO CRAZY BUT ITS 5AM AND I AM FEELING THINGS I NEVER THOUGHT I COULD AND IM GETTING SO EXCITED BECAUSE I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD FIND SOMEONE TO LOVE ME LIKE I KNEW I DESERVED AND IM SURE ITS HIM
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