This album & #39;On Watch& #39; by Chicago& #39;s Slow Mass @SlowMassMusic is throwing my head for a loop...
https://slowmassmusic.bandcamp.com/album/on-watch
So">https://slowmassmusic.bandcamp.com/album/on-... I& #39;m going to process here, likely to include: aging; fraught relationships with guitars; "retromania" vs. timelessness;
https://slowmassmusic.bandcamp.com/album/on-watch
So">https://slowmassmusic.bandcamp.com/album/on-... I& #39;m going to process here, likely to include: aging; fraught relationships with guitars; "retromania" vs. timelessness;
Firstly: & #39;On Watch& #39; is the best indie/emo/art-punk/post-hardcore album of 1996, a classic of the form, perfectly rendered, a touchstone.
Except it came out in 2018, made by musicians I& #39;m guessing were pre-K when & #39;Diary& #39; came out, if they were even born.
Does that matter?
Except it came out in 2018, made by musicians I& #39;m guessing were pre-K when & #39;Diary& #39; came out, if they were even born.
Does that matter?
This would& #39;ve been a favorite album of mine, age 16, in 1996, shared with friends in hushed reverence. Age 39, in 2020, I really like it. The latter honestly means more, given just how far this guitars, drums, bass, earnest vocals sound is from where my ears usually are now.
Context: & #39;Diary& #39; was the first "indie" record I heard, my entree into my small city& #39;s eclectic punk scene (where I was a long-haired outsider). It was my first taste of "now" being exciting and accessible. From Smashing Pumpkins and Radiohead, it made rock seem ground-up.
It lead me to: & #39;Spiderland,& #39; Ida, Hum, Low, Cap& #39;n Jazz, whom I loved unequivocally; bands like Jejune, Fugazi, Squirrel Bait, Secret Stars, Versus, Mineral, whos appeal was fraught; and Promise Ring, Get Up Kids, Jimmy Eat World, Mogwai et al who ultimately led me out of "indie".
Circa early 1998, I had an mp3-stream "radio station" called & #39;A Boy and His Pet Heart& #39; replete with flash-based webpage with a stick figure and his pet heart in a cage.
By 1999, I was obsessed with Can, Miles Davis, Gang of Four, and left all that behind.
By 1999, I was obsessed with Can, Miles Davis, Gang of Four, and left all that behind.
Which makes me realize: there was a post-punk revival not long after then. There was roughly 22 years between peak-post-punk and that revival.
It& #39;s 26 years now since & #39;Diary& #39;.
So Slow Mass is drawing on older music than Erase Errata were.
Fuck.
It& #39;s 26 years now since & #39;Diary& #39;.
So Slow Mass is drawing on older music than Erase Errata were.
Fuck.
And so having said all that, and despite how negligible a presence non-post-punk-oriented rock music has had in my life and my ears since my early 20s:
& #39;On Watch& #39; is just damned fantastic.
It is not "original," particularly--but it& #39;s just perfectly done. It sits in no shadow.
& #39;On Watch& #39; is just damned fantastic.
It is not "original," particularly--but it& #39;s just perfectly done. It sits in no shadow.
So the question it forces one to consider: if something is good enough to escape the gravity of its decades-old influence, worn firmly heart-on-sleeve, and ascend on its own: do words like "nostalgia" and "revival" and "retromania" matter at all?
I& #39;m an architect by trade, and an urbanist and vernacularist with Classical training but who started off learning from the buildings I loved--all pre-War--as a teenager with no formal education at all.
Old meant nothing to me. Good was what mattered. Still does.
Old meant nothing to me. Good was what mattered. Still does.
So professionally, I come down firmly on the "zeitgeist" skeptic side, the side that says tradition is always a living, changing thing, but anti-tradition just leads to boring repetition that calls itself revolution.
Musically, that influences me heavily: all music is "new"...
Musically, that influences me heavily: all music is "new"...
...to ears that haven& #39;t heard it.
All music can be alive, if its experienced sincerely. True invention is exceedingly rare, and so hardly a good criterion #1. Innovation, fusion, communication--living culture--is far more important.
All music can be alive, if its experienced sincerely. True invention is exceedingly rare, and so hardly a good criterion #1. Innovation, fusion, communication--living culture--is far more important.
I love all kinds of "weird" music, and all kinds of not-at-all-weird music. I tend toward the spaces where edges blur "between" genres; the friction and energy created there tends to excite me most, personally.
But I& #39;m also a bit of an anti-rock snob, if I& #39;m honest.
But I& #39;m also a bit of an anti-rock snob, if I& #39;m honest.
If I look back on my youth, the music from it that feels most important, because it& #39;s part of the continuous threads linking then to now, is Bjork, Joni Mitchell, A Tribe Called Quest, Dave Brubeck, Stevie Wonder, Michael Jackson. That stuff all feels like part of who I am.
"Emo," cargo-shorts and tight 3rd-hand silkcreened t-shirts, nights standing around the edges of shows on humid nights: the spirit of it all (Soophie Nun Squad the embodiment) is what I thought mattered. The music, I& #39;d left behind.
But here I am in the middle of the night, amidst a pandemic, in a time where it feels nearly impossible to imagine a future except in darkest terms...
Feeling a thrill to guitar-based, loud-soft dynamics, charged distortion, boy-girl vocals...
Feeling a thrill to guitar-based, loud-soft dynamics, charged distortion, boy-girl vocals...
And it& #39;s reminding me, I guess, to be a lot less dismissive of what I thought were my personal musical "dead ends," the music I filed away as youthful folly.
I pride myself on "open ears," finding the good everywhere.
But @SlowMassMusic, thanks for making me do better.
I pride myself on "open ears," finding the good everywhere.
But @SlowMassMusic, thanks for making me do better.
Thanks for dispelling the notion that the past is dead, that only change progress. You& #39;re clearly doing what you feel, what moves you, and doing it gobsmackingly well. I doubt you care what some old nerd thinks, and you shouldn& #39;t. But I think it& #39;s great, anyway.
Quick plug for one of my favorite albums of what I guess is considered "2nd wave" Emo, which was never released at the time. Arkansas band called Everyone Asked About You (ties to later The Body). On that Jejune/Rainer Maria tip, but more fun: https://25diamondslabel.bandcamp.com/album/lets-be-enemies">https://25diamondslabel.bandcamp.com/album/let...