I’m just in sad mood bc the world is a mess, I postponed my wedding, I don’t think I’m creating anything with meaning or worth putting into the world, my style is unoriginal and lacking any substance also I’ve noticed that I’m so much slower at drawing
(Not fishing, just sad)

I’m so proud of my friends but I really struggle with feelings of jealousy and insecurity especially when it feels like I’m on the outside looking in, and that I’m just stuck in limbo with my work

i just want to make things that mean something and be a good artist

I’ll be honest, but I actually don’t have many friends bc I’m shy and I moved around so much and freelancing is a really lonely job. I’d like to think I’ve made some good relationships on twitter but I hope I can better strengthen my friendships here :) I’ll try my best!