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I really felt bad when I found out that my BMI last year was somewhere in between 13 and 14. It is because I don't eat enough whenever I'm stressed or sad, and that's my mood for almost 75% of the day. I've been underweight for how many years and everyday, it feels like (1/n)
I've got not choice but to feel sad. Thus, preventing me to eat enough food for the day. There are instances wherein I only drink coffee and not eat anything else for three days straight. That happens normally when schoolworks stack up or when it is our exam seasons (2/n)
I started to stan Pentagon wayback 2018, specifically during their Shine era but I did not fully became a uni back then because I'm too immersed on my studies and I'm afraid that my life as a fan can negatively affect my studies. I take a hiatus as a fan for an entire year (3/n)
And that's when my bad eating habits started and made me the "most underweight among the underweights", with a BMI that ranges in between 13 and 14. When the second semester started, the schoolworks were lessened and teachers aren't giving too much quizzes and exams (4/n)
I thought, "I'm having a lot of spare time right now, maybe I should continue my journey as a Pentagon stan?". I started to know more about Pentagon; about the challenges they had to experience just to debut as 10, and all the struggles they have faced during their time (5/n)
As PTG, and their lovable and precious personalities. Little by little, I found a new source of inspiration, a new reason to wake up happily on the morning and a new reason to sleep knowing that you'll wake up in some uplifting energy that PTG brings (6/n)
Also, Yeo One's "Have you eaten?" always play on loop on my mind so, he kinda reminds me that I should eat and not starve myself even if I'm sad or stressed. I'm eating more than enough because of that 
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Right now, I'm still skinny and insecure about my weight. But I know that the best things in life can never happen overnight; that's why I never stop trying even if it's really hard to fight my own demons. (8/n)
I've been depressed for how many years and I'm not living in a happy and peaceful household. But by being a Universe, I have found a family and a home where I can be better and feel better without forcing myself to do so. Stan PENTAGON everyone, they deserve all the love 
