Im sad. Im just freaking sad. I know i should not be feeling this way and i just want to rant as a stressed polca which i dont want to be because there really isn't smth to be sad about but here i go:

TODAY IS THE FREAKING ANNIVERSARY OF DARKBLUE KISS

AJ who played Non posted on instagram to celebrate it. Then many other polcas started to celebrate it with appreciation posts

I cant believe it's been a year already, despite being a fan that just got to the thai bl fam and im really happy how successful it was and still is in the present day. I love the chemistry of these couples in DBK

So. Tay tweeted this. THIS. HE IS SO GENEROUS TO US. HE PROVIDED BABIIs and PERAYAs the crumbs WE DESERVE. I really should be happy and should not demand anything. Not that i am demanding but just thought, what about TAYNEW, his own ship right?

Am i being a dramatic polca here?? Im beginning to think that they weren't aware of the anniversary? Or they know they just didn't want to express it on social media? Im okay with either but i cant help the feeling of being sad.

Then Tay posted THIS on IG

Apparently new posted too, strolling around the city. Look at this CUTIE

It aint DBK1YEARANNIV related but im glad he's active

My point here is that as of today
MAY 14 2020 is the 1st anniversary of the legendary continuation of PETE and KAO from Kiss Me Again, called Dark Blue Kiss.

I miss them. I just. MISS THEM. This is my impatient polca ass speaking. I dont mean no harm and demand taynew to celeb—

—rate together. Cause they have their own lives and do whatever they want with it. Okay?? I'm just saying i miss them so much that i rewatch their shows over and over again.

I'm happy to be a polca. I'm not sad anymore. This thread healed me hahahaha. No drama about this pls