i& #39;m trying to experience God the way you guys describe Him. He sounds really nice & kind to you all.
not to say i don& #39;t experience Him at all or that i don& #39;t get blessings and all, He just spends the majority of the time quiet and pops in every now and then after i beg.
which works fine for me really because you do what you want when you are God but yeah, He sounds super nice & present to you guys.