It's been stressy, but thinking I might be about to lose my career/life made me think about what I wanted to have achieved. Mainly, I realised I wanted to have made people feel cared for, & to have had a positive impact on my industry. Poss less impressively, I also...

...discovered that I wanted to have eaten lots of cake, & to have left people who've been dicks to me in absolutely no doubt as to what I think of their fucktwattery. It's all been rather cleansing, really.