[Tw: cutting, sexual acts (idk)]

okay this is going to be a thread because this all happened over the span of 2 years. so i had this really good friend of mine who i had previously dated multiple times. recently we reconnected over him asking me for sex (never agree to +

something you aren’t comfortable with doing) okay this is already kinda messed up but i agreed to have sex with him. this kid has used me for the past 2 years for his own needs and i was blindly in love with him. i know i say that i want a girlfriend but i was still in-love with+

him. i cared for him deeply but he didn’t care for me, it took me two years to realize that. i’m guessing that was my breaking point. i started cutting again after being clean for 6 months. i contemplated suicide today. he broke me (or so i thought) i’m lucky that i had someone +

who was there for me, i had multiple people but this one person really helped me (you know who you are) if that person hadn’t messaged me idk what i would’ve done. so yeah, that’s my story i guess.