I forget sometimes that I spent like a decade working myself to death. Now that I& #39;m with my parents again and I& #39;m on Twitter where everyone is like 17 and hasn& #39;t been beaten down by the working world totally yet, I keep comparing myself to standards I& #39;ll never meet.

I& #39;m tired. And I spent a lot of time working at a life that was never within my reach.

I slept basically all day today and it was nice. That& #39;s all I do anymore, I& #39;m just sleeping really.

I deserve rest, actually. I had all my dreams crushed. I spent a decade having constant panic attacks in food service to no avail. I transitioned only to lose my office job that was supposed to be my ticket out because of that.

Fuck everyone. I am not gonna do shit.

This is why I will not read your book or your podcast or play your game or listen to your music or whatever. Like I say I& #39;m burnt out but I don& #39;t think people really grasp it. I literally can barely bring myself to get out of bed. I only shitpost so much cuz it& #39;s effortless.