I don't like posting super personal stuff on this account;
but this has been bothering me for a while now,
but I feel like since October i've slowly gone down a rabbit hole thats affected my personality and how I view things in a very negative way;
but this has been bothering me for a while now,
but I feel like since October i've slowly gone down a rabbit hole thats affected my personality and how I view things in a very negative way;
I started saying mean things about other people and the music scene in general and for that to everyone who i was like that too i'm extremely sorry.
I can't take back anything i've said; all I can do is try and improve and thats what im trying to do
I can't take back anything i've said; all I can do is try and improve and thats what im trying to do
I read through alot of dms with friends from back then and if I could take back any of the shit I said I would in a heartbeat.
The behaviour is unacceptable and should not be tolerated- if i affected anyone who reads this in anyway please dm me, I know I can't change
The behaviour is unacceptable and should not be tolerated- if i affected anyone who reads this in anyway please dm me, I know I can't change
what I did or say but I really want to improve.
(I don't wanna fill up peoples feeds so i'm gonna end it off here, If you want an explanation of this thread please keep reading)
(I don't wanna fill up peoples feeds so i'm gonna end it off here, If you want an explanation of this thread please keep reading)
To anyone out of the loop, this kind of just feels like a bit of a random thread-
I'm saying all this now to get my mind at ease- I'm in a constant anxiety that something I said from back then would get brought up to stir drama- and obviously they are valid points to bring
I'm saying all this now to get my mind at ease- I'm in a constant anxiety that something I said from back then would get brought up to stir drama- and obviously they are valid points to bring
up, I was being an asshole, I was doing and saying things that was just plain mean and immature, hell if you want to share it around now go for it- I honestly deserve it.
I can't defend actions that are plain wrong, and thats not what i'm trying to do.
I can't defend actions that are plain wrong, and thats not what i'm trying to do.
I want to better myself- I really do.
and I am trying my best to do that and I think saying all this is a big leap forward for me.
So for the last time,
I'm extremely sorry for all my wrong-doings to anyone affected.
I will continue to try to be better.
I love you all :)
and I am trying my best to do that and I think saying all this is a big leap forward for me.
So for the last time,
I'm extremely sorry for all my wrong-doings to anyone affected.
I will continue to try to be better.
I love you all :)