Birthday

- A Thread

Rise and shine bxtch! Every year is your birhtday. Since nahigmata kos kalibutan, malipay gyud ko nga birthday na nako.

Every year kay naay gifts, cake and family bonding yet no invited friends.

Well, before I dream of having friends in my birthday yet they think nga dli gyud kinahanglan.

Since nagbuwag silang mama og papa, my birthday isnt that special anymore. Maybe a little bit but theres no magic.

Happy mn ko every birthday nako pero dili gyud mawagtang ang kasakit nga dili mo complete. Well, i think natrauma ko ato kay im just 5 years old katong nagbuwag sila.

Im just hiding everything. Ive been shady in my life. Sadness is the key when unlocking the door of darkness. Yet im still showing people nga im fine, im happy and im grateful for everything.

In my highschool days, I never thought of saying my birthday yet Im still spilling the tea when its my birthday.

Naay one time pag grade 8 nako nga niingon kos classmates nako nga birthday nako then debut year sad tos BTS.

Naay koy classmate nga niingon nga "sure jud ka birthday nimo ron?"
I felt bad when she ask that. I broke down and almost cried. Nisulti ko nga "ouh, birthday nako ron".

I hated her for saying that but my mind analyze if it is about iyang gisure nga birthday nako or dili siya motuo nga birthday nako.

Then niingon nlng kos kaugalingon nako nga dili nlng ko mosulti nga birthday nako oy kay wala may motuo. I think if dili ko mosaba naa siguroy makahinumdom then I will treat him or her as a true friend... Maybe..
And thats it bxtch.

-End of Thread