on the day my uncle died, my dad, learning of it, had a heart attack & passed away, I heard the news on a toilet in Germany from a text, at his funeral the pastor said he had a vision of my dad reaching out to God, the pastor, later at my home, pick pocketed my other uncle

also, before the funeral, my mom, in grief, was trying to get my brother to do handstand push-ups for our guests, he declined, then, the woman breastfeeding in our living room said "I learned howta do handstand push-ups from my Russian cellmate when I was in prison"

this is my general reaction to all that stuff from my hometown