"Regrets" a story that i made, a thread.

“For 4 years I loved you, do you not see my worth?” She asked. I never responded i just left her there standing alone.
We're childhood best friends. I never saw her as my lover, i only saw her as my childhood friend and treat her the same way, I treat my family.

She was always there to support me, always have time for me. I appreciated those things she did for me but my feelings for her is only as a friend. She started to have feelings for me when we are in a high school. She treated me the same way before, she's always kind and shy-

towards me. I thought she only liked me as a friend. I never knew that its different, I'm not really into relationships 'cause I've loved someone before and in the end it didn't end well.
She was there when i got dumped. I never saw her worth i only thought of her as a friend-

and i never knew that i was hurting her when i talked about my lover. I never even noticed how much she loved me.
I was so blinded and so focused on the wrong person that i never saw her love for me, how she love me.

"Wait. Somewhere at the back of my head, I knew it already. The way she smiles, the way she talks. Her big grin every time she tries to make me laugh. And every time I'm down, she's always there right by my side. Ready with a bottle of beer to cheer me up.

Maybe I was just a fool. Maybe I was just a coward to admit that I love her too. No. I was scared. I was scared of what if it doesn't turn out well? What if our friendship goes down the drain? I was so scared of the what ifs, I just kept her at a distance."

Now here i am at the church seeing her walk in aisle so beautiful and elegant but the man isn't me. All i got in the end is regret and pain.
-end of thread.-