"Regrets" a story that i made, a thread.
“For 4 years I loved you, do you not see my worth?” She asked. I never responded i just left her there standing alone.
We& #39;re childhood best friends. I never saw her as my lover, i only saw her as my childhood friend and treat her the same way, I treat my family.
She was always there to support me, always have time for me. I appreciated those things she did for me but my feelings for her is only as a friend. She started to have feelings for me when we are in a high school. She treated me the same way before, she& #39;s always kind and shy-
towards me. I thought she only liked me as a friend. I never knew that its different, I& #39;m not really into relationships & #39;cause I& #39;ve loved someone before and in the end it didn& #39;t end well.
She was there when i got dumped. I never saw her worth i only thought of her as a friend-
and i never knew that i was hurting her when i talked about my lover. I never even noticed how much she loved me.
I was so blinded and so focused on the wrong person that i never saw her love for me, how she love me.
"Wait. Somewhere at the back of my head, I knew it already. The way she smiles, the way she talks. Her big grin every time she tries to make me laugh. And every time I& #39;m down, she& #39;s always there right by my side. Ready with a bottle of beer to cheer me up.
Maybe I was just a fool. Maybe I was just a coward to admit that I love her too. No. I was scared. I was scared of what if it doesn& #39;t turn out well? What if our friendship goes down the drain? I was so scared of the what ifs, I just kept her at a distance."
Now here i am at the church seeing her walk in aisle so beautiful and elegant but the man isn& #39;t me. All i got in the end is regret and pain.
-end of thread.-
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