if i say some TW worthy shit in reply to this tweet can y'all do me the BIGGEST favor & just act like i didn't say shit pls? i just need to say it ok i am not in any real danger i just need to get it off my chest okay so like can we all just agree to let me say some shit ??

FULL TRIGGER WARNING FOR THIS THREAD OKAY for like suicidal shit okay you've been warned now just let me get this off my chest please

(tw suicide)

i really really am like over this whole "existing" thing like for real.. i'm turning 24 this year & i never thought i'd make it this far cuz i planned on being dead a long time ago (like in my teens) & i am just so miserable on this planet my life is so shitty

everything is fucking awful. everything is AWFUL. everyone is irritating & everything is crazy & like fully? i've had enough. i'm done. i don't have a purpose for being here & i'm over it. i'm in a bad mood (depressed, irritable, anxious, etc) of a different sort every damn day.

i just don't really want to be here anymore. i've had enough. i have genuinely thought it would be better if i just wasn't around anymore on more than one occasion recently. I'M NOT GONNA DO ANYHTING ABOUT IT i'm not gonna act on these thoughts okay i promise

i am safe & of no danger to myself bc i have a cute adorable puppy who i adore & who would be lost without me so i am not going anywhere but like i really am like fully out of "will-to-live" juice........ i'm over it. i'm done. i hate it here. i really fucking hate it here.