Last night I was down but this morning, I cried again, my heart raced, I hyperventilated, and it took me 10 minutes to catch my breath while I choked on gasps. I had my first Panic attack since I have been in quarantine. My parents asked me if I wanted to walk around the block...

but I insisted that I did not want to walk in circles and that if it was up to me and I didn’t have to rely on anyone based on where I am, I would leave at my own risk. I just wanted to talk to people outside of my house and hear the voices of others around me...

The day got better, but I’m still not quite at the top. My point here is this: if people are responsible and do their best not to get others sick, don’t judge them for going out! Sometimes people need to. I would do almost anything to actually go somewhere aside from my yard

And I’m waiting for the day I can go to Massachusetts or a bar, even if life doesn’t go back to the way it does, just being out somewhere would help. I understand where people are coming from, I am compromised myself, but this is too much! Where and when does it end?

I should be enjoying life but because our government didn’t do their part to protect us, we have to physical distance for a significant amount of time, at the expense of people’s mental health, morale, and for some, safety! While I talked about what happened this morning...

this thread is not about me. It is to remind people that tell us that we are selfish because there is a pandemic and that people are dying that we understand the seriousness of the pandemic but at the same time, we need to establish some kind of normalcy. A 21-year-old...

stripped of their autonomy because they can’t really fully live their life because they are in their house… There are so many people like that all over the country and I have done my schoolwork and I still have some other little things I have to do here and there. Being bored...

is not what I am talking about here. People work together in society and in general and we really need each other. I never thought I would be affected because I enjoyed doing my work and watching Netflix, but ithttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👏🏻" title="Clapping hands sign (light skin tone)" aria-label="Emoji: Clapping hands sign (light skin tone)">affectshttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👏🏻" title="Clapping hands sign (light skin tone)" aria-label="Emoji: Clapping hands sign (light skin tone)">everyone! Learn as many languages as you want, but this...

must end! While people can use this time to make progress, which believe me, I have until a couple days ago, people are never going to get this time back in their lives to have experiences, make memories, and develop their identities. This is extremely damaging to young people