Benda ni dah jadi 3 tahun setengah. First time kantoi, aku jumpa , ckp elok elok. Dia kata âtak tahu suami orang.â So i let go and move on. Sekali tahu tahu dah 3 tahun setengah. So imagine lah, dlm 3 tahun tu ada part kantoi and I still forgive. Ingatkan dah dapat anak berubah
But makin teruk. Going backwards! Even teruk dari dia single. So, i keep on forgiving cause i need to move forward man. Kalau being honest, i would just let go and be happy. They both need to be happy too. But to stage ikat aku, tapi buat balik, this is just too much.
Perempuan tu jadi gila sebab Makan janji manis, tapi agak agak la makan janji manis tak pijak tanah. Sampai tak tahu barrier , limit. To the stage nak kasi tahu orang pasal hubungan diaorang, made me look so hina wei as a wife
People cheat because they can. No matter pandai masak ke, sanggup masak pukul 4 pagi ke, being there masa dia tak ada apa apa ke, or even jaga dia masa kaki surgery while pregnant 7 bulan. People cheat because they can. I can too. I have more valid reason
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I tweeted this because since puasa, after we trying to fix this, but then situation got tense. From bangi ,Afiq suruh balik subang seminggu and clear our mind. But then semalam i decided to balik bangi 1 day earlier sebab posman selalu call, kata tak ada orang dekat rumah.
Aku ni punya la assume dia tidur mati tak dengar orang horn. Sekali bila sampai, rumah kosong, tanya jiran mana afiq? Jiran cakap, âeh, afiq bukan dengan ira ke? Masa sehari ira balik last week, dia kata nak balik subang, hantar anak pergi clinicâ. So this is pattern.
Turns out afiq ada phone number baru. Imagine a week tak contact, dia pun tak heran anak, tanya kabar ke apa. Ingatkan he need some space. Rupanya....... this is pattern already. Since Bumi 3 bulan, same pattern macam ni.
Called afiq, dia tak angkat then block me. Called that girl, tak angkat then block me. Pattern! Give me honesty je, instead of dragging benda macam ni. Ingat aku tak penat ke dengan hal anak aku handle sorang sorang lepas tu dengan macam ni lagi. This is why i tweeted semua ni
Afiq tahu aku jenis takkan reveal sebab aku ada âmaruahâ nak jaga. But im sorry, that girl buat aku rasa tak ada benda nak jaga dah and you allowed this. Penat jaga hubungan yang kita sayang, while afiq sendiri tak jaga.
Next time nampak red flags, try to reconcile. I keep on painting those red flags white. Kan dah kena. Hahaha... toxic , manupilative people ni wujud. And sometimes orang yang terdekat. Orang kuat dengki ni pun, wujud je. Sampai jadi homewreaker supporter nak jatuh kan orang
But kalau kau rasa kau betul kasi privacy life aku just because kau nak berdendam, go ahead. Dah tahu perempuan tu gila, masuk wad gila ulang alik, kau pun nak gas lighting. Go ahead.
Aku dapat screenshot ni, masa dalam balai polis, afiq ambil phone perempuan tu, ambil screenshot conversation, and send to me. Sebab nak dapatkan bukti siapa kasi alamat. This girl been calling my mom and afiqâs friend minta alamat rumah, nak cari afiq for months. Sekali dapat!
Perempuan ni even made up a story that afiq seludup dia dalam rumah and fuck on my bed. Like come on now. Bila kat balai, baru mengaku dia buat cerita. Saja nak bagi jiran dengar.
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