just remembering the good old days when I thought quarantine would mostly be a breeze because my introverted, privileged ass would be perfectly fine filling my days with netflix, yoga, and sourdough & communicating virtually with my chosen few

HOWEVER, less than a week after finishing college, I am beginning to think that I have made a terrible mistake in deciding not to apply to grad school for right after undergrad & it might not be as good for my mental health as I thought

if I can’t figure out how to find personal fulfillment outside of the fleeting satisfaction & affirmation of academic success

I can’t decide whether to end this thread with “thank you for coming to my TED talk,” “that’s the tea,” “and that’s on being labeled a gifted child,” or simply “first world problems” so choose your own adventure I guess