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alright so i’ve decided to cut off a specific friend group because it feels like i’m always trying to appeal to them but they never really give me the light of day or try to understand and meet me half way and we argue a lot for no reason this is anonymously to them
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i feel bad about doing this but i honestly feel that it is better for my health i truly wish we did get along better because spending time with y’all was always fun and we have so many jokes together but it feels almost fake and toxic especially when i try to explain myself
y’all r already so close knit together and i feel kinda like an outsider because u all get along so well and i was newer to the friend group but we just don’t get along well enough especially when it counts and both parties r in the wrong and i’m the only one making an effort
it’s like this everytime and i don’t like that i would send this to y’all but i don’t wanna start any controversy i’m simply posting this for my peace of mind so it feels like i’ve at least let it out ik it’s public but idrgaf about it being public
i’ve had some close calls and touch decisions to make in a lot of situations for some reason we just can’t get along and i truly hate that like there has been plenty of times where i felt that what one of u said hurt me too much or was rude or offensive but
ofc i truly try to respect ur decisions and boundaries and only put in educational efforts to change ur mind but try not to push hard on it because it is ur choice but then as soon as i mess up things r different and everyone is instantly against me
not trying to see things from my pov or understanding my explanations on y i might freak out because of a trigger or y i did this even tho it’s really hard for me to apologize i still do but it only ever felt like i was doing all the work trust and effort wise
towards our friendship and due to these complications i’m very sorry to say but this is where we part ways i hope you can all forgive me and not hate me for making this decision i hope y’all r happy and healthier without me around stay safe
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