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3am thoughts: the fact that I felt so lonely, actually need someone to talk to, but when someone started the convo first I "ditched" them because I& #39;m too scared and don& #39;t want to waste their time.
Also I always hope my close friends would start the convo first but they never did
Also I always hope my close friends would start the convo first but they never did
No, not just when I need someone to talk to.. I rarely got any random convo popped up out of nowhere. It& #39;s always me who started the topic, I& #39;m the one texting them when I sense something wrong with them. It& #39;s never them who chat me.. is something wrong with me?
For fuck sake if I ever offended you guys, please tell me. I& #39;m sick of feeling that people silently hated me for any reasons that I don& #39;t have a clue of.
Thanks for coming to my ted talk
Wait another train is coming. Must felt so nice to have a long ass 5 hours phone calls with your bestie. Or random chat at 1 am all the time.
I rarely get those.
Maybe because I kinda push them away when I& #39;m, like THIS? Depressed?
I rarely get those.
Maybe because I kinda push them away when I& #39;m, like THIS? Depressed?
Or I& #39;m just invincible. They probably have cooler friends. Also I envy friendship from childhood. I don& #39;t have those. I could barely hold a friendship longer than 3 years. Mostly
I lose a follower for writing this. Fuck em then
Coming for art
What you get?
A depressed loser.
What you get?
A depressed loser.
Awesome I technically talking to a wall. Like what I normaly fo outside social media.. lets continue
I have no problem, and wouldn& #39;t mind if you open up to me. I could listen to your stories a whole day. but it& #39;s really hard for me to open up to other people specially those I rarely talked to
I feared of getting ignored
I feared of getting ignored
But I made a thread here. I literally opened up myself here.
Well I assume no one& #39;s gonna read this so I& #39;m actually have no problem ranting about this
Even tho I expect someone to respond
Well I assume no one& #39;s gonna read this so I& #39;m actually have no problem ranting about this
Even tho I expect someone to respond
Why didn& #39;t I rant on my private account?
I secretly seek help and hoping someone could actually respond to me.
But who am I kidding right?
I secretly seek help and hoping someone could actually respond to me.
But who am I kidding right?
