the fact that i go to a school w an engineering program and got accepted to it but didnt end up doing it and now im realizing when girls do engineering it seems so cool and fun.....FUCK

like. i follow that girl who does augmented reality on tiktok and godddd it seems so cool

me, 8th grade: engineering seems boring and awful and terrible
me, now fascinated by how cosplayers make doodads glow and ladies do cool thing

THIS THREAD and the tweets about the lights made me LOSE it like its SO cool and i feel i missed my chance to learn how to do things https://twitter.com/harmonizes/status/1223966155179773952