Why do act so immature like a kid , act according to your age...
Girl...when my friends were going college and enjoying with Their other friends,I was packing my bags and moving to another country with family after my father died.
When everyone was sleeping i used to study online

Sitting in a dark room. Crying while looking at my laptop screen, cuz I wasn't even able to meet my friends, feeling lonely in that dark room.
No doubt I was living a luxurious life. I have everything thing that I want and I am grateful for that.
That things I used to buy+

Clothes,jewelry,shoes make me feel happy for sometime , that city I used to explore sometimes help me to over come anxiety. But in the end that darkroom was where i had to go.
That's when I realized money can buy happiness.
Obviously a person striving from hunger will be happy+

After eating food.
Money can buy happiness in the form of materialistic things too. But the happiness which you get from materialistic things won't last long
Like my wardrobe full of clothes and jewelry make me happy for sometime but it doesn't stay for too long.

I maybe sounding unthankful but the point was money can buy happiness in the form of materialistic things too,but that happiness won't last long . Appreciate all things you have,be grateful , even I am grateful for that wardrobe full of clothes. But your happiness shouldn't+

Depend on materialistic things .
If Money buy me happiness in the form of those things so why I was still so unhappy. . ( remember the happiness you get from things won't last last)
Happy for few hours and then back to being sad again.

Thinking about this made me realized this too that there are some things in life which money can't buy.
Having my father back will make me happy.
Can money buy me that happiness ?No.
The emptiness inside me and loneliness .
Can money replace that with happiness forever ?
No.

So happiness is a choice .
At that time I have too choices .
Keep crying in that dark room alone ( cuz of my father and cuz of being alone or cuz of the situation I was in) or look around myself and appreciate things I have.
I have siblings who care for me.
A mother who loves+

Me alot . I can't meet my friend at that time but they were the most loyal and sweetest ones . And I am lucky and grateful for that . There are people in this world suffering from the worst , as compare to them mine maybe was nothing.
And then i chose happiness .
After thinking+

About all those things. Things that gave me happiness which money can't buy.
So sometime acting immature and like a kid , laughing and making other people laugh makes me happy . Because I have experienced it that money can buy me happiness in the form of materialistic +

Things which won't last long ( but I am still thankful for all those materialistic things , after all Allah gave me all this , but my happiness doesn't depend on them).
And those relations,feelings,making others laugh,acting like a kid this is the happiness which money can't buy.

So the next time someone told me to stop acting like a kid everytime and act according to age , I am gonna kick their ass.