that last quiz had a question about my favorite time of the day and it got me thinking... i was originally confused if my favorite was dawn, midnight or after midnight

but then i thought.....it isn't dawn because the prospect of starting another day where ppl expect too much from me and where i cant meet their expectations and i disappoint them is terrifying. esp at this point in my life, where im at the brink of graduating high school

midnight isn't my favorite either because.....idk im always very emotional and sensitive at midnight i dont know why.

also for both dawn and midnight, i dont like when time passes too quickly, u know? i dont like feeling burdened or unworthy (nobody does) which brings me to. after midnight

the time between midnight and dawn always feels a little magical to me... it's like time slows down, and suddenly im free of all expectations and judgement from ppl!! and i can do whatever i want and nobody will look down on me

everything i do in the night is like a secret i keep to myself and i that just gives me so much joy.....

also the fact that i know a lot of ppl think the same way as me and we're all just precious little souls who are full of life in the darkness of the night is so !!! amazing !!! i wonder what secrets others have but the fact that all our secrets will remakn safe with us makes me+

feel peaceful. or maybe im just too romantic and thinking too much about this! who knows!! its after midnight i will do whatever i want