2am dream: we both discovered this hidden cave. The inside was amazing, and so we'd set forth on a quest to explore deep within.
Inside, there was this oasis, we decided to swim.
You smiled, and my whole world light up. As if I was put on a nostalgia.
I love you.
But the water was cold and it started bothering me.
You smiled, and my whole world light up. As if I was put on a nostalgia.
I love you.
But the water was cold and it started bothering me.
Yes, I used to write stuff. In case you're wondering. And yes, it has been a long time since I dreamed a dream I can remember.
So as I look at the water, I held your hand and asked you, will we destroy this?
You answered "No" then pointed out at the deep end of the cave and told me, "See, there's a way out" indeed there was, I thought we were polluting something so serene.
You answered "No" then pointed out at the deep end of the cave and told me, "See, there's a way out" indeed there was, I thought we were polluting something so serene.
There was a way out for the water to flow freely. It's a way to get you to another side of the cave but you have to dive deep the clear water and go through a slim hole.
So I looked at you for the last time , let go of your hand and dove deep. Not looking back.
No second thoughts.
When I got out, I thought you're going to follow me.
But you didn't.
I was out again in the sun, out from that beautiful claustrophobic paradise.
No second thoughts.
When I got out, I thought you're going to follow me.
But you didn't.
I was out again in the sun, out from that beautiful claustrophobic paradise.
I was at loss when I didn't find you. When I waited for you and you're not there.
When I woke up I thought I'd write it.
Cause every time I have this sorts of dream before I'd wake up crying in your arms and telling you "I don't want you to go. I don't want us to be apart. I don't want you to disappear".
Cause every time I have this sorts of dream before I'd wake up crying in your arms and telling you "I don't want you to go. I don't want us to be apart. I don't want you to disappear".
But instead I stared into blank space and thought, "Yeah, you're not even here beside me".
You're to busy in your own world that you forgot that I was scaredy cat with dreams that run wild.
You're to busy in your own world that you forgot that I was scaredy cat with dreams that run wild.
(About the dream)
I thought, may be why you didn't want to go out of your comfort zone and end the nostalgia yet.
May be your not ready to dive and hold your breath and swim to the deep, dark and cold water. And get back to reality.
I thought, may be why you didn't want to go out of your comfort zone and end the nostalgia yet.
May be your not ready to dive and hold your breath and swim to the deep, dark and cold water. And get back to reality.
You see God has a funny way of making you realize things and answer the questions you ask him.
You see girl, if a person really loves you, he will love you through the deep, dark and cold truths of existence.
And when you start to let go, he will reassure you at least, or ask you to stay.
That's so f* unfortunate though no?
But I learned may be what this dream meant was "don't expect".
Don't expect that love is enough to get you through the deepest, darkest and coldest facets of your life.
But I learned may be what this dream meant was "don't expect".
Don't expect that love is enough to get you through the deepest, darkest and coldest facets of your life.
So I remembered reading something about when you dream about the person you love, you must have trully loved that person. And if I'd be too superstitious, he/she might have a dream about you too, one of this days.
~end of thread.
~end of thread.