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This is going to sound like a strange thing for me to say by most of your standards. It is something I want to get off my chest.
I am ugly and unattractive and I am completely grateful I am ugly and unattractive. I am a happy person.
I am ugly and unattractive and I am completely grateful I am ugly and unattractive. I am a happy person.
I have medical condition that make me not a pretty gay man. I was born left handed but when I was roughly 3.5 I started having epileptic seizures (nocturnal epilepsy), that gave me a slight case of palsy on left side.
I had to adapt to my disability as a result. I am not supposed to be able to draw and I used art to train myself to be left handed and TBH I am very talented and I have excellent handwriting. which is something I am not supposed to do. I do not have the best body.
Working out is difficult for me because I do not have the same strength level on my left side, my left side does not completely react at the same time as my left... in other wards it effects my ability to have proper form when working out. Physical therapy isn't like a trainer.
I have other side effects like I have an extremely odd walk... I bob and have have to be careful not to walk to my right at an angle. I also drool if I get too stressed out or uncomfortable... because it is like that part of my brain that controls that gets distracted.
The medication I took to control my seizures gave me horrendous gums and gray teeth... not a good look. I also have alopecia and it made me go bald young... like 19-21 years old young. As I get older I also have splotchy body hair.
People have called me ugly to my face and even friends have commented on my looks... I had friends that called me "Fat Bald Bitch" and made derogatory comments about my looks. Here is the strange thing about me... people believe in talking about these things is terribel.
Why is it terrible to not be a victim. They have an idea that me saying I am ugly is low self esteem and a negative thing for my mental health. Denial is the negative thing.
With all of my challenges I learned something as an ugly gay men in America.
With all of my challenges I learned something as an ugly gay men in America.
I don't get the attention that my attractive friends get... but I have more friends than they do who I can talk to things about. Most extremely attractive gay men have a very some handful of close friends. They tend be depressive and sad.
It does not matter of they are funny, brilliant, or a person because all they get is thirst or sexual advances IRL and online.
Have you ever looked at the comments of a funny YouTuber that is attractive.
Have you ever looked at the comments of a funny YouTuber that is attractive.
No matter what they post on YouTube or any other kind of social media... 98% of the responses are sexual in nature. I watched a video about a gay man talking about is dog dying and most of the comments were "You're so fucking HOT." or "I would suck you dry." honestly.
I can't imagine that happening. I can't imagine being hilariously funny and treated like a you're a porn movie.
I'm a happy, funny, and talented person... and I get the luxury of people seeing that because I'm ugly.
Making fun of looks just shows your own insecurities.
I'm a happy, funny, and talented person... and I get the luxury of people seeing that because I'm ugly.
Making fun of looks just shows your own insecurities.
